Monday, April 12, 2010

anticipation

Tonights the night... I meet & begin with my personal trainer Paul tonight.
I am nervous...actually I am beyond nervous... I am so nervous about this that it has kicked my IBS in gear and I woke up with the runs...

I KNOW that I HAVE to do this...
and I really WANT to do this...
but I am worried that I am going to be really sore...
I'm worried that I will fail...

I'm just worried...
I am such a f*cking wussie...

2 comments:

  1. You're going to love this! You're going to look back on this day and say, "What was I so freaked out about?" That may happen as early as tonight, before you go to sleep.

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  2. Let us know how it goes. I hate exercise, too. But I know it's essential.

    Good luck!

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